So Iguess things have been a little out of control for me because Ihave been doing so much stuff for other people and its getting really annoying. First off i have to come to school everyday and its soooooooo boring and i just want it to end. Like in th epast 2 days people have been in bad moods. I broke up a fight... which i never really do cause i always instigate but i decided to stop it. Then there are some people who are just annoying and they think they are big and bad. Today some kid almost got swung on for getting in my face but he really don't want to get it, and i don't want to lose everything I have going on because of some ingerant person. I got a job and i have to go to school and do my thing around the house and its alot of pressure. But its my fault really im making all of these excesses about what i can or can not do and it shouldn't be like that. So now i have to put some things to the side to achieve what i need to achieve before i go any farther with my life. All this class clown stuff gets kind of useless when your failing. But i guess thats all for this entry... Peace.

Well its a new week and im feeling okay, i have a girlfriend now and I think that this could actually work. We have been dating for like a week now and we are starting to get more and more serious by the day. Now Janelle Moore is mad at me because Ryan told her that I said that she looked like a dog, bull it was him, I don't even care about it anymore . She can be mad and thats not really hurting me. At home everything is strait, i guess same old crap, mom and my little brother, it gets so old, I can't wait til I turn 18 so  ican leave. So much more freedom. Parents are just so parenty and I don't want to be a parent til im old but that is so much work. And i am so tired of everything. Hopefully it gets better . Thats all for now. Bye